NEW day~~ NEW year~~

today is my orientation day....yup yup, its back to skul life again...after working for half year, duno my brain stil can use anot....all gav bac to teachers ord, duno stil can recall bac mah... luckily, i was workin in bookstore, still not leave d book out of my sight~~ ^^

Bt b4 tis, still feel very depressed...duno shall i be happy?? o sad??? after searching for 3 months, i get to confirm study business and then major in event management, and 1 mor thing, can go australia study overseas too....bt now??? u suddenly tell me change d course from 2+1 to 1+2??? do u noe, i use so many time n energy to persuade my dad let me go study overseas???? he finally agreed and now u joke wif me???? u make me totally lost myself tat day....tis laz year ord loz many time...loz durin taking my stpm result, loz durin receive my public uni course result, loz when my dad mumbling abt my decision...n now loz again....

I at least loz myself for a week, finally dcide to take PR, wan happy anot??? tis is d 1st course i wana choose to study after i graduate when i was F3....I ord dcided earlier tat i wana study PR durin secondary skil...now wat a joke, juz like turning a BIG round... like bac to d start point... HA HA HA~~  is tis my destiny???and the god actually arrange early early n make me like a fool for turning around...o u wan me to learn how to appreciate???appreciate what i have gain now??? appreciate my own life now???

I juz noe I still nid some time, some time to persuade myself for accepting the truth....1 day, 1 week, 1 month is not enuf for me....do i nid 1 year??? mayb...cz my healing time is very long de, everytime longer tat i unexpected...

well, time to go for my orientation...i will make sure i wont regret...no more regrets, chan sin yi~~~